My life got sucked down a black hole!

I'm not quite sure what happened to me fully, for me to have been absent this long! I know that my life turned to, in the politest terms, Shit. My bi-polar daughter tried to take her own life twice, and has been unable to finish her education. My son whom I have suspected for a long time has Aspergers was confirmed with ADD and has been kicked out of his school. I am currently still fighting for a  diagnosis that the education system understands and accepts. Meanwhile my daughter has found herself a job. Yay for her and all her own hard work to get herself better. Even though she is nearly18 she will still need her mum for a long time to come. My son doesn't understand what it is he did that was so wrong and he needs his mum as well. Proberbly for a long time also. My husband is now finally divorcing me and has had no contact with my son for months.
 I don't want people to feel sorry for me; it's just that sometimes there is so much to do by myself that I would like to be sucked up by a black whole just for a rest.
 The one thing that keeps me sane, well almost, is my creativity. I stuck to my intentions and for most of the year I used up alot of stash and only bought glue. I did relent just before christmas and purchased a couple of new Molly Blooms stamps for my card making. I had some presents from my crafting friends of a couple of gorgeous paper pads and a bit of ink, but that is all.
 So I have every intention of getting my backside back on track in one way or another and posting my creations on this underused blog site. So till next time prayers Lizzy xx